Life has been wonderful :) Friends.. good. Family... good. Boyfriend... goooood. :) School still sucks. I have.. 4 upcoming projects.. History, Careers, Family Living & English. So to recap whats been happening so far.. In history class, we have have project where my group already some how finished.. which is greatt :) In Careers we have to do this career wheel crap & it's not hard I'm just lazy. In family Living, i gotta do this 10 page scrapbook. Which isn't hard either but it takes long so ya... i hate the fact that I'm lazy (n) anyways English, oh ya Raymond & I are friends again haha. Only because of this project. My teacher was saying how i tried to pick groups with friends in it so i know for sure Elaine & Raymond are friends... LOOL i was just laughing.. So when i walked over he was already smiling & from there on we just were normal again haha. In Business, easy subject :) Counterstrikeee. Science is ok. I don't like it but i can get through it. Umm what else.. oh ya art is easssy. I got 9 & 9.5 outta 10 on my drawings hehe& uhh what am i missing. math!!... i HATE math, i did this one questioned quiz & i got... 1/11 LOL i fail as an Asian person. *sighh well i guess that's pretty much it. Life is being oh so wonderful to me.

it's like you don't even give two shits. if i were so important to you then you wouldn't be acting like this. i hate the fact that i just lost a friend .. in fact such a close friend. You were like a big brother to me. & this is how it all ends.. yes i was wrong of saying those stuff to you but were you not part of this. breaking promises, lying? does that make you no part of all this. even though we known each other for like what.. a month or so? i felt like i knew you my whole life. i wish i did. i can honestly say you were one of my best friends in such a short period. & you were my first best friend that was a guy. Everything i said i meant, that no matter what happens, I'll always love you as my dai gor. I cherished everything you said to me too. thinking it was all true, thinking you weren't regular guys? i was so wrong. You think you can change & be a "good kid", clearly that's not possible for you, some people actually make an effort & isn't forced to go to class . i hate that I'm going to be seeing you everyday.. maybe not around but in class yes. that's if you do go. i don't know what to do, normally i would have you to talk to about my problems.. but no more of that. i don't want to lose you as a friend but what can i do now. you don't care anymore so why should i. well i just hope you have a great life from here on...

p.s - be more fucking considerate to those you care about or else karma's a bitch.